I have been having major health issues for months now and it just continues to build and get worse and more confusing. The doctors are clueless which actually has a double meaning. I have lost complete faith in the medical community as a whole. I'm hurting, I'm tired, I'm tired of hurting, I'm exhausted, I'm tired of explaining myself, I'm tired of thinking about it all. Quite frankly I have not much else to say about it all. I'm tired. I don't want prayers or well wishes. I just don't know where to go from here.